Dreams are not anymore dreams

I've been slacking for such a long time.

I think the last time I ever be proud of myself is... my last semester in foundation?

I've been looking for myself in these few months. 

Slacking, playing, wasting alot of time

while others are really putting alot of effort in their studies

I miss the old me. The old me that I now really admire

Where's my urge to study? Where's my urge aiming for As?

Where are you Serene. Please come back

I need you, 

I know, nobody can help me, except for myself.

I'm the only one who can motivate myself.

Dreams are really just a dream if I don't really give a shit to it

Serene, you need to stand up. 

Stand up and let the whole world knows you.

Or at least, let your parents be proud of you. 

I promised myself that I would provide a very good life for my parents in the future.

Serene, you promised to yourself, and you should work hard for it.

From now on, go for it. Chase for your dreams, and let your dream came true okay?

Control your future, not being control by your future. 

:)